Amy Robach Admits She ‘Wanted to Die’ at Height of T.J. Holmes Scandal

“You were just splayed out on your bed. I ran to you and said, ‘T.J.,’ and you didn’t move,” she remembered. “It was the most awful thing having to touch your body and see if you were warm. I was so afraid. You were just incoherent.”

Holmes explained, “That day was essentially me getting off work and pounding vodka. I didn’t stop for several hours and took who knows how many weed edibles.”

The couple previously denied having an affair, clarifying they had already called it quits with their spouses, Andrew Shue and Marilee Fiebig, before their relationship made headlines.